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我决定转换课外活动thats my tuition 作文 . i wrote a 3 pages of crap, just what all my relatives want to hear, and cried at the end of it.课外活动点滴my school 作文, i wrote 3 and a half pages and cried so much again.i dont know why, but im really sad today. i havent been this sad since the week after the op and i was in bed depressed and binging like crazy. i want to run. now.i really want to run. hell. i really want to run. run from the situation im in right now.run from the guilt i feel.run from the fear i feel.i want to jump. now.i really want to jump. or just bounce.i havent tried the new trampi havent felt the old one for agesi miss jumping so much.i want to fly.fly for me, i said. but i want to fly for myself. i pushed this feeling away for so long, but i cannot deny it. i cannot help but selfishly wonder again. WHY ME?? but perhaps its best this way. Amanda's really good now, and so is jiaqi. i will be happy for them. i am very happy for them and very proud of them. they are good, really good. and they put in so much for it. they deserve it. think of jeanne and jiayi, rina, think.think of jeanne and jiayi, rina, think..........rina snap out of it. NOW. amanda's an irritating prod when shes in one of her moods. snap out of your selfpity and get a grip. its really your fault. you know what happened when you tore your ligament. its really your own fault. remember your thoughts in the hospital. REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISED YOURSELF.right. i just need a breather. give me an hour.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
2:40 AM
我决定转换课外活动thats my tuition 作文 . i wrote a 3 pages of crap, just what all my relatives want to hear, and cried at the end of it.课外活动点滴my school 作文, i wrote 3 and a half pages and cried so much again.i dont know why, but im really sad today. i havent been this sad since the week after the op and i was in bed depressed and binging like crazy. i want to run. now.i really want to run. hell. i really want to run. run from the situation im in right now.run from the guilt i feel.run from the fear i feel.i want to jump. now.i really want to jump. or just bounce.i havent tried the new trampi havent felt the old one for agesi miss jumping so much.i want to fly.fly for me, i said. but i want to fly for myself. i pushed this feeling away for so long, but i cannot deny it. i cannot help but selfishly wonder again. WHY ME?? but perhaps its best this way. Amanda's really good now, and so is jiaqi. i will be happy for them. i am very happy for them and very proud of them. they are good, really good. and they put in so much for it. they deserve it. think of jeanne and jiayi, rina, think.think of jeanne and jiayi, rina, think..........rina snap out of it. NOW. amanda's an irritating prod when shes in one of her moods. snap out of your selfpity and get a grip. its really your fault. you know what happened when you tore your ligament. its really your own fault. remember your thoughts in the hospital. REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISED YOURSELF.right. i just need a breather. give me an hour.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
2:40 AM